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2009-08-22T00:37:00.001+08:00

Hi. How are you? I am now rarely posting my blog.

http://iamnotyou.tumblr.com

Thank you & Bye.

Today. Saturday. August 8. 2009.

2009-08-08T12:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! :)

Today, I'm turning......

Oh no, I'm getting older!
xoxo,
Detrya.

new doodles !

2009-07-31T20:39:00.002+08:00

-Detrya.

ah, it's nothing, just being bored..

2009-07-24T17:41:00.003+08:00

Open your eyes. Realize. The truth is in front of you. Face it.

;)

...pardon me :)

...how about you? will you?

-detr

Surprise :D

2009-07-17T16:15:00.005+08:00

HELLO!!!
long time not posting..
i'm gonna show you my recent sketches.
I don't have any scanner so it's kinda blur 'cos I capture it by my Photobooth :p

bye! -detr

Hi.

2009-07-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not posting anything in a LONG time. I'm.. kinda bored with my blog. nothing to share. so, I just come to say "Hi" to all of my viewers :D

p.s sorry if my blog isn't interesting anymore :)

2009-06-28T19:44:00.001+08:00

I know it's not good. 'cos drew it on a sudden.

bored!!!!

2009-06-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
detr, dyetra, detrya, detry.

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
8august, holiday, 17juni, ultah anggota keluarga :|

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
makan yupi se-box -_- , main laptop, makan coklat, minum susu.

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
free, relax, fun, happiness.

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
hmm i..d..k and i..d..c..

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
loads of money, d40, my own ipod, and.....loads of sweets :d

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
ngemil, tidur, main ke rumah temen, denger ipod.

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
ohh how I miss singapore and bali, wish I could go to Jogja and french :)

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
aqua, italian soda, fresh milk, juice.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
wallet, cellphone, perfume, bando/iket rambut.

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
(actually I like all colors) white, turquoise, silver and pale colors.

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
shera's house, dara's house, karis's house, bedroom -_-

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
God,family, friends, and bf.

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS
what?!

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
I don't understand...

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
i don't know ok fine...

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
suci's birthday, 17!!!!, and whatever.

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
i'm a kid..so..i love playing ;p

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
anyone anyone anyone and anyone.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
bored, idk what 2 do, boredom, idk what 2 do.

Braces on-the-go.

2009-06-22T15:50:00.002+08:00

I know i'm like a freak doing this, but...
HOW WILL I LOOK LIKE WHEN I WEAR BRACES SOON?

my mum suddenly said that I will go put braces on this Thursday.
oh my gosh, it's..... unexpected. O..kay, my mum told me this morning and what?? starting now, it's only 3 more days to Thursday--> I'll wear braces.
I know i'm being hyperbola rite now, but what the hell, mum? what's the hurry? whatever.. i'll show you how do I look like when I'm with my braces, 'kay?

Yes or No, it's all I need to know.

2009-06-15T23:53:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i just want to cry,
Blowing that you'll say goodbye.
We cannot scape from being told here,
And again feeling tones.
The girl will always ask you why?
Though they think they're cool,
I am kind of.
I just wrap my arms around you,
Cause i don't know what to do.

Say yes if you love me, no if you don't care.
Please say if you're asking me that you'll be there.
Say yes if you love me, no if you don't care.
Please if you're asking me not yo be there.

Sometimes i don't want to try.
Summer days will pass us by.
Makes me kind of sad.
This oh certainty.
Here i am christians again,
Asking if you're still my friend.
When you said you'd stay,
I wasn't have that.
I hope you're thinking about me daily.
I hope that there's no doubt.

There's a certain kind of sadness.
There's a certain kind of joy.

Difficulty: having a guy-bestfriend.

2009-06-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

it's true. it's soooooooooooo difficult if you have a guy-bestfriend and what, you're so close with him. like, on the phone for hours, share secrets, have fun together, hang out-well you know what usual bestfriends do. it's so difficult having a guy-bestfriend. why? 'cos you could fell in love with him! so what's the problem? the problem is--> you love him but you might think he love you as a bestfriend, and you're not. you love him for real. but you don't wanna ruin your friendship too. it's so complicated, right? pllllllllease give me an advice for this sit-u-ation!!!

Old Camera Addict.

2009-06-08T22:02:00.004+08:00

so I found these from Google. As you can see I don't know who the hell are those people in the pictures. Just wanna share something cool :)

using Diana F+

using Holga

using Fisheye

using Splitcam

using Colorsplash

Current Favorite Polaroid shot.

What do you feel if you fell in love with your own closest bestfriend (opposite sex)?

2009-06-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

my answer is:

I told you, so complicated.

Quote Pics =D

2009-06-04T20:52:00.004+08:00

make it HAPPEN.

"I just want to...runaway"

it's sad to only walk through the people you knew.

let's move on from the past. 'cos it's done and too long to wait for.

and bonus quotes from me:

1."if you're not cool, don't push yourself to be cool. 'cos it's not-cool." me a.k.a Dyetrix.

2. "nobody is copying me, 'cos I can't be copied."- Lady GaGa.

pictures

2009-05-31T21:58:00.002+08:00

I love those pictures.
just love it.
don't you? :)

before the exam week.

2009-05-31T01:04:00.004+08:00

next week = final exam.

and I am so not ready for the final exam :(

wish me luck,guys.

hari ini gw ga kemana-mana karna senin udah mulai ulangan umum. gw bener bener belom siap! ulangan-ulangan gw yang sebelomnya masih banyak yang nilainya belom tercapai, tugas-tugas gw tinggal dikit yg belom di kumpulin, dan skarang? nyokap udah ga tenang sama sekali karna gatau anak-anaknya bakal naik apa enggak---->semuanya males. kata anak anak bm sih, bm ga mungkin ada yang ga naik, itu aja yg gw pertahanin, tapi tetep belajar sih. oiya hari ini gw baru belajar PLKJ. gara-gara belajar, gw gajadi tidur dan sekarang gw malah bergadang. btw, kemaren gw baru buat Twitter karna denger-denger Facebook Indonesia mau ditutup gitu. masih jauh lebih asik Facebook deh! trus apalagi ya, ah ngantuk gw. gw cuma mau ngasih 1 gambar dari sebuah web :)

I got it from icanread.tumblr.com again.

boredom

2009-05-30T00:22:00.007+08:00

I wish I could say this to you.

it's so true. so me. so yes.

TRUE.

I got it from icanread.tumblr.com

Save Our Earth!

2009-05-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

introducing...........
my first completed-art-work (about Socialite) for pak Dhikajiunx~
(take a closer look to see detail)

Get Lost.

2009-05-26T20:01:00.003+08:00

When life had locked me out, I turned to you
so open the door.
Cos' you’re all I need right now it´s true.
Nothin' works like you.

You're the echoes of my everything
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night
You're the laziness of afternoon
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom
You're the leaky sink of sentiment
You're the failed attempts I never could forget
You're all the metaphors I can't create
To comprehend this curse that I call love

it's hard to explain what I'm feeling right now. I tried to forget you, I failed, I tried to move on, I can't, I miss you, I want you, I tried, I waited, You didn't do anything for what I've done, I'm not into you but I miss you. do you understand? it's so hard in this situation you know :(

wish me luck for whatever I am doing.

bangssss

2009-05-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

say HELLO to my NEW BANGS !
too short? I think so.

not big

2009-05-22T15:18:00.004+08:00

I know I can't do ANYTHING about this. I already DO what you've said, and what? nothing. nothing you do after all the things I've done. is it not enough? am I wrong AGAIN? could you just tell me??? it's too late and too long for me to wait, wait, and wait for you. am I too hopeless for your second chance? am I?! don't you miss the past like I did? DON'T YOU????? I'm so tired, so weak, so sad, so cranky about YOU. so please, if you don't feel the way I feel about you, just make me leave you slowly. not like this. just...just say what you need to say to me. don't leave me frustrated. okay. I beg your pardon, I am begging you.

stupid

2009-05-20T21:27:00.004+08:00

do you ever feel that you're the stupidest person in the world? I mean, it doesn't mean that you regret for something. but you just, confuse about what you used to decide. well, I do. right now. do you remember what date is today? hhh. why am I so sad? I felt so weak. why is almost all songs are about love love and love? and some of it really describe my feelings now---> Maroon 5 - Better That We Break. ya gak sih?

happy 3months ya 2029 :'(

Perempuan

2009-05-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

susah ya jadi cewek tuh. musti bener-bener jaga sikap, jaga diri, dan jaga omongan. mungkin lo semua nanya "kenapa?", ini jawabannya:

1. Jaga Sikap.
kalo sebagai wanita, kita musti loyal. tapi kalo cewe, kita musti "biasa". ngerti gak sih? contohnya, kalo kita suka sama orang, pasti kita pengen bikin dia suka sama kita dengan cara...........cari perhatian, bener kan? ya. cari perhatian sih boleh aja...tapi kalo berlebihan? kayaknya malah gagal deh. mending kita bersikap biasa aja depan dia, seakan-akan kita ga suka sama dia. terus, kita jangan seenaknya ngapa-ngapain. mungkin lo bakal mikir lo gak salah apa-apa sama dia. tapi kalo lo gak salah apa-apa, kenapa dia ngerasa gitu? ya karna kita gak nyadar salah kita apa, dan cowo tuh bisa liat apa yang kita ga sadari..

2. Jaga Diri.
dari jaman dulu sampe sekarang, semua orang tau kalo sebagai wanita,perempuan,cewe itu musti jaga diri. dengan cara, ga keluar larut malem, berpakaian jangan terlalu terbuka, dan jaga sikap hahaha. ya....jaga sikap lah. jangan mau di apain aja sama cowo. jangan sampe lo dibilang orang orang sebagai cewe gampangan.

3. Jaga Omongan.
semua orang juga tau, namanya juga perempuan, pasti mulutnya gak bisa di handle. alias hampir semua wanita suka menggosip. tapi kalo persoalannya menjadi masalah dengan pasangan lo? susah. kalo misalnya cowo lo ngomong sesuatu, harusnya lo ngertiin (atau diem) aja, bukannya cerita ke temen temen lo. bisa jadi cowo lo ngarang atau itu harusnya jadi rahasia. iya, kan? jangan sampe cowo lo jadi males atau marah atau kesel sama lo gara-gara itu doang. jadi, jangan asal ceplas ceplos ke orang-orang. karna, bisa jadi itu privacy. harusnya kita sebagai cewe yang punya cowo, hargain kepercayaan yang udah cowo lo kasih ke lo.

itu aja sih. kita bisa belajar apa aja dari pengalaman. dan ini salah satu pengalaman gw. gw nyesel. sekarang, gw musti introspeksi diri gw. gw musti lengkapin semua ini (yang gw sebutin tadi). gw musti usaha deh pokoknya. gw ga boleh egois. dan gw harus jaga ini (yang gw sebutin tadi) semua :)

paint~

2009-05-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

haihai. gw lagi suka gambar gambar di paint nih. gaktau kenapa tiba-tiba aja haha. lagian, gw juga lagi bosen BANGET nih gilaaaa...yaudah, nih gambar paint gw hari ini, hihi >.< (huahua)

I wish I have a Nikon D40.... :S

KEPENGEN BANGET TAU GA SIH.
yahhh...nunggu di Ikhlas-in sama kakak gw aja deh heuheu.

Rapor Bayangan.

2009-05-01T12:30:00.004+08:00

lo musti tau. rapot (bayangan) gw jelek :(. banyak tugas yang masih kosong, nilai di bawah rata-rata, dan lain-lain. gw musti ngebagusin nilai-nilai gw nih kedepannya. doain ya semuanya :)

Agama Islam: 65
PKn: (terlalu rendah, malu.)
Bhs. Indonesia: 76
Bhs. Inggris: 85
Matematika: 54!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?
IPA: 67
IPS: 65
Komputer: 54!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?
PLKJ: 70
Bhs. Mandarin: 80

supermassive.

2009-04-18T09:34:00.000+08:00

"I thought I was a fool for no one. but ooh, baby, I'm a fool for you. You're the queen of the superficial. but how long before you tell the truth?"

yeah....

2009-04-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

"Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face, makes me wish that I was never brought into this place."

dari seru banget jadi bete banget.

2009-04-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hari ini hari jumat dan hari terakhir midtes. fiuhh. akhirnya bisa bebas juga. pulang sekolah gw, Dara, Shera, Cynthia sama Salsa berencana mau ke SD mau makan di kantinnya. tadinya udah mau pake mobil gw, eh taunya mau dipake sama abang. yaudah akhirnya kita mikir, pake taksi aja. tapi duit kita dikit, jadi kita minta2 ke orang2, lumayan juga banyak nih. akhirnya diluar kita jalan dulu ke deket halte busway, gada taksi juga, eh tapi akhirnya ada 1 taksi yang dikirim oleh Allah untuk kita (ga banget).

akhirnya kan kita sampe juga tuh di SD, kita lewat pintu belakang kantin, eh taunya ada pak Beni jaga, katanya "janga keluyuran ke dalam! ganggu yang sedang belajar!" gitu. yaudah, kita di kantin aja. tapi kebetulan, pas kita dateng, anak2 lagi pada istirahat, jadi enak tuh....makan sambil jailin ade kelas hahahaha. hari ini gw makan ga sehat banget deh, mie goreng-lidi-fanta-es krim. hauhuahua. bodo, skali skali.

terus abis dari SD kita bingung mau kemana, gada yang nganter. akhirnya kita ke rumah Dara->Bintaro. seru deh. gw ga berasa high-class hari ini, kecuali pas jalan jalan (niatnya mau liat rumah Kia sama rumah Echa) anak biru biru gaul gaul alay alay jiji jenis aldo gt. minta di muntahin huek.

habis itu kita balik terus ngobrol ngobrol, cerita cerita dan ngerjain orang hahahah. seru deh. tapi ga lama kemudian, Shera di suruh nyokapnya pulang. Cynthia sama Salsa ikut. jadi tinggal gw sendiri tuh di rumah Dara, ya tapi ama Dara lah. terus kita akhirnya main komputer berdua..cerita2 berdua..ngantuk, jadi pengen tidur hahah udah kaya lesbi deh kita serius wakakakwakak. ga lama juga, Raka (adeknya Dara) pulang sekolah. lucuuuuuu bangeeeeet adenyaaaaa. jadi kita main ber3. Raka nunjukkin foto2 Dara waktu kecil hahahaha. terus nelfon Dimas (pacar Dara), dan lain lain. terus kita gatau mau ngapain lagi. kita makan serabi, kita liat2 kura kura dan ikannya Dara, kita cerita soal pacar kitaaa, terus main2 ama Raka. akhirnya, kita main komputer lagi. belum selesai main komputer, gw udah di jemput. akhirnya gw pulang.

sampe rumah gw ngantuk banget. akhirnya gw tidur aja. gw tidur dari jam setengah 4 sore sampe jam setengah 9 malem. gila gw brasa kayak kebo banget deh. tapi gue kalo tidur siang emang lama lama gitu sih bisa berjam jam haha. bangun bangun, mba Ros (pembantu gw) nyuruh gw makan, gw bilang aja gw mau mie lagi, kurang sehat apa lagi dehhhh. terus abis makan, gw langsung main laptop. pas gw ol msn, ada seorang cewe personal message-nya sama pacar gw dan teman teman pacar gw yg lain. gimana gw ga marah? gimana gw ga kesel? gw gasuka!!!!!!! seenaknya aja main ke rumah cewe ga bilang bilang. tadi pulang sekolah bilangnya cuma ke rumah temennya doang kenapa sekarang di rumah cewe?! keenakan banget. nyadar dong, lo juga harus izin dulu ke gw. baru aja selesai berantem, sekarang dia nyari masalah lagi. maunya apasih?? gw cape. liat aja nanti, gw juga bisa main ke rumah cowo ga bilang bilang lo. HAH.

gw bete banget, sumpah. gw ga suka caranya kayak gini. enak banget. liat aja nanti. hhh...

R

2009-04-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

"They say love ain't nothing but a sore. I don't even know what love is. Too many tears have had to fall. Don't you know I'm so tired of it all?"

dilemma 101

2009-04-15T20:28:00.006+08:00

gw benci. gw benci banget. akhir akhir ini gw sering nangis. gw tau sebabnya kenapa. tapi gw ga suka aja kalo ini terus berlanjut. gw cape. mungkin hanya 1 kata yang bisa menjelaskannya: maaf. mungkin maaf tidak dapat menyelesaikan masalah sesulit ini. tapi maaf adalah kata yang cukup besar. mungkin tidak hanya sekedar maaf, tetapi sangat amat memohon maaf atau maaf sebesar-besarnya. semoga dilemma ini cepat selesai.

curcol 1

2009-04-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

serius deh. gw bosen parah. hari ini hari ketiga midtes dan besok dan seterusnya (cuma sampe jumat sih). besok ulangannya IPA dan Komputer, IPA gw udah belajar tadi sama guru les gw, Komputer? perlu di jawab? hahahaaaaaa.

fyi seharian gw gak ketemu pacar. kesian banget ya gw huhu.

sumpah. gw gatau mau ngapain lagi. bosen banget!!!!! nggak ada foto foto baru untuk di edit...ga tertarik untuk buka dan membaca tulisan tulisan panjang dalem novel...ngh bingung sendiri mau ngapain. ditambah, si babi ga sms sms, sialan.

gw bosen deh foto foto pake kamera nyokap gue itu. gw pengen foto foto pake kamera d40 (gila gw ngidam banget ya). mungkin kalo gw udah punya d40 (amin amin amin amin), gw bakal megang kamera itu terus terusan, mungkin sampe gw bawa tidur kali (lebay), mungkin juga kalian bisa bilang gw narsis. karena, menurut gw foto pake kamera jenis2 d40 tuh paling asyikkkkkkkk. rasanya kepengen foto mulu deh, suwer!

gw sirik deh sama kakak gw (maaf kak bawa2 hehe). dia tinggal di Singapur, bukan itu sih yang gw sirikin. tapi, di Singapur kayaknya dia nonton konseeeeeeer mulu. sampe kesel gw dengernya setiap kali dia kasih tau ke gw. sirik tanda tak mampu, memang bener. kesel banget.

kapan sih gw gendutan? gw ga suka banget deh liat badan gw yang tulang belulang gini. ya bukannya gw ga bersyukur...tapi, ga suka aja liatnya gw. orang orang kayaknya enak gitu punya badan sedikit berisi sedangkan gw keliatannya lemah bener. makanya, gw paling ga suka denger orang melakukan sedot lemak. loh, siapa suruh makan kebanyakan? risiko lu. nah gw, udah makan cukup kok tiap hari, minum vitamin, makan bergizi (bleh) tetep aja begini terus ukuran badan gw. ada yang bilang gw kurang gizi lah..ada yang bilang gw malnutrisi lah..ada yang bilang gw kurang makan lah..ya elah lo semua yang bilang gw begini-begitu liat aja deh gw makan apaan tiap hari. b t w, gw sama sekali bukan anorexia ya. please. lo liat foto gw satu badan terus search di google anorexia, beda jauh. anorexia tuh sinting.

akhir akhir ini gw lagi sering dengerin lagu-lagunya Jamiroquai, Coldplay, sama Phoenix. entah kenapa. tapi Phoenix lagu di iTunes gw cuma dikit, cuma 4 apa 3 gitu. kalo Coldplay sama Jamiroquai mah buaaaaanyuaaaak. eh, gw pengen masukin lagu lagu yang baru gw download dulu nih ke iPod ! udah dulu ya, daaaaa.

curcol

2009-04-14T22:06:00.001+08:00

hari ini hari kedua midtes. wah gila, matematika susah banget! udahlah gw ga peduli. hmm, besok ulangannya agama sama bhs inggris, pah ngapain gw belajar, buang2 waktuuuu (sombong). sekarang gw bosen banget nih, tapi untung juga nyokap gw lagi bolehin gw main di hari gw lagi ulangan hahaha. gw udah gatau lagi mau posting apa sampe2 gw cerita cerita ga penting juga deh kayak blog blog lain huahua.

gila, bertaun-taun gw berharap punya nikon d40, dan belom kesampean juga sampe sekarang. kurang malang apa sih gw? sekarang, gw minta bb ke nyokap, katanya mau ngasih sih, cuma ya gitu deh, BEKAS. udah bekas, tipe 8310 pula, lempar aja ke anjing.

akhir-akhir ini gw monotone abis, serius. gw jadi puitis juga lagi kayak gw dulu, suka buat buat puisi gitu..gila oke banget ga sih hauah. terusss, gw lagi mabok cinta nih. wedehhh, ya i yalah orang lagi berstatus taken, gimana nggak gitu. emang sih, akhir-akhir ini lagi suka ada masalah gitu, tapi ya biarin aja lah, biasa kan kalo di dalam hubungan kita bertengkar? ya..gw ngerti lah walaupun baru pacaran (sombong parah bgt).

gw males banget sama guru guru di sekolah gw. kurang evil apa lagi sih mereka semua? guru bukannya ngasih contoh yg baik malah ngerendah-rendahin murid. eh kelas gw tuh di omongin mulu ama guru guru. ngeselin abis, apalagi gw dan temen-temen gue. mentang mentang pernah masuk bp langsung jadi buah bibir guru guru, sialan. kayaknya, kalo gw dan temen temen gw ngapain aja, selalu salah deh. kita udah berusaha berubah, udah ngebohongin diri sendiri (dengan arti: munafik. kita pura2 jadi anak baik depan guru2.), udah mencoba meraih nilai tinggi, tetep aja tuh guru ga ngehargain. cape ga sih lo kalo jadi gw? gw sih iya.

sumpah, gue pengen banget liburan. liburan panjang. bukan cuma pengen, tapi butuh. serius deh. gue tuh udah stress sama kehidupan gw yg jalanin. makanya gue butuh relax dan ngilangin stress. gw cape banget ngerjain tugas tugas yang berlebihan dari guru, gw cape konsen belajar buat ulangan, gw enek liat muka guru guru yg minta di beri-in. tapi gw lebih cape lagi, denger suara.........herice.

mimpi gw banyak, harapan gue juga. mungkin orang orang bisa bilang gue orang ngarep. tapi, mau gimana lagi? emang gue orangnya gini, dan semuanya berawal dari mimpi dan harapan. betul kan? iyalah.

hmm, kayaknya hari ini cukup segini deh, banyak juga sih buat seorang gue. lumayan kan hahaha. udah ya gue mau mulai belajar lagi deh buat besok. bye!

all I want is only.......

2009-04-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

MY NEW HOPE. I really want these !!

All my life.. I really want an SLR camera. my big sister had 1. she bought Nikon D40 (just like on the picture), and she said that it was the cheapest for SLR - it's around 5 until 6 million. so, Nikon D40 is OK for me. if I got one, it's a dream come true!

and Blackberry. I heard that the cheapest bb is curve. my mom have blackberry 8310 curve, but I want the 8320 like my friends'..huhu. I told my mum, "mum i really want a blackberry!!!" and she said "wait until my birthday, I'll buy a new blackberry and this one for you." uhm, happy? yes. but 1 thing is handling this happy feeling: MY MUM'S BLACKBERRY IS 8310 AND YEAH I WANT THE 8320 !!!! but it's ok, got any blackberry is enough for me :)

(sorry if the blackberry is kinda greenish on the picture)

On The Other Side

2009-04-10T13:39:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of everyone I know,
Of everyone I see,
On the street,
And on TV, yeah.

On the other side..
On the other side..
Nobody's waiting for me.
On the other side..

I hate them all, I hate them all.
I hate myself
For hating them.
so I'll drink some more,
I'll love them all.
I'll drink even more,
I'll hate them even more than I did before.

On the other side..
On the other side..
Nobody's waiting for me.
On the other side..

I remember when you came,
You taught me how to sing.
Now, it seems so far away,
You taught me how to sing.

I'm tired of being so judge-mental
Of everyone.
I will not go to sleep,
I will train my eyes to see,
That my mind is as blind as a branch on a tree.

The Strokes - On The Other Side

Lost My Mind

2009-04-09T23:10:00.001+08:00

I can't spoke up. I can't tell. I can't express it. I can't show it.
I knew it, I knew. I just can't show and that's all.
and I keep on hoping you could understand without me telling.
it's like a kind of sleepwalk that never ends, like dancing on top of a hill and I can't stop.
it keeps spinning around my head, and I never find the answer.
but as long as I keep on sleepwalking and dancing, the answer will come to me as well.

hm...

2009-04-08T16:56:00.001+08:00

I should have known better with a guy like you,
that I would love everything that you do, and I do.
I never realized what a kiss could be,
this could only happen to me,
can't you see, can't you see?
and when I tell you that I love you,
you're gonna say you love me too ♥

She & Him - I Should Have Known Better

maybe

2009-04-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

Everything is changing..
You're looking for the cure,
And you feel like you're the loneliest girl in the world..
Trouble in your head now,
Don't know what to do..
Seems like up is down and red is blue.

Ben Folds - Red is Blue

2009-04-04T10:39:00.000+08:00

Sepi

Sepi adalah sunyi,tanpa suara..
Sepi adalah menikmati kesendirian tanpa gangguan..
Sepi adalah sendiri..
Sepi adalah mencari inspirasi..
Sepi adalah menikmati keindahan & kedamaian alami..
Sepi adalah mengetahui siapa diri kamu sebenarnya.

by: Detrya

2009-04-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

SIAPA

aku berdiri di depan cermin..
aku melihat seorang diri berdiri di depanku.
aku bertanya,
siapa kah itu?
aku sendiri tidak tau itu siapa
yang berdiri di depan ku,
di cermin itu,
mengikuti gerak-gerik ku.

aku hanya ingin bertanya berkali kali ke semua orang,
siapa aku?
tapi mungkin,
tidak satu pun orang bisa menjawab.
dan mungkin,
jika semua orang bertanya balik kepada ku,
aku pun
tidak bisa menjawab.
karena aku tidak tau siapa diri aku sebenarnya..

aku punya mimpi,
menjadi diriku sendiri,
menjadi bebas.
hanya..
semua orang telah membuatku menjadi orang lain.
menjadi orang lain yang tak 'ku kenal,
karena semua yang aku lakukan itu karena paksaan.
aku selalu mengikuti apa saja yang mereka ingin,
dan aku tak pernah mengungkapkan perasaan aku sebenarnya,
maka itu, aku mengerti mengapa aku tidak bisa menjadi diriku sendiri.
tetap saja,
aku siapa?

by: Detrya

❤ Nike.

2009-03-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

you know what?
i just bought a new shoe! it's a Nike shoe.
i love it too mucho!

I just love it so much ❤

face on wall

2009-03-05T18:00:00.001+08:00

last nite i was bored and sad..and i don't know what to do, so i drew a picture on my bed wall. actually, it's not a nice drawing, it's just iseng huehehehe.

i think this could show how i feel that day.
so what do you think? please tell me :-)

just like heaven

2009-03-04T16:16:00.001+08:00

(this one was edited by me paww :p)

i want to go see the clouds closely...
i want to know what clouds feel like..
i want to be high..i want to fly..
i want to sleep on the clouds, just like heaven...

lately the clouds are so beautiful, and luckily, i brought my camera to school and i captured the nice clouds that looks like cotton candies...nyumm :9

if i could fly to the sky to see the big clouds, i think i wont come back down..
i imagine it..it will feel like heaven.
ahhh......

J.A.K.A.R.T.A

2009-02-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

Lampu Jalanan.
Patung Besar Jalanan.
Busway.

halo, today i went to my vice-president's party. the place is soo far, so we could see Jakarta, i meant, the other places in Jakarta that i haven't been. i took some photos when we're on the way.. up there, are the photos i took. tee hee !

TGIF

2009-02-27T20:25:00.004+08:00

gahhh tgif so sorry for not posting at a time. i've been grounded for a week (kerjaan gw selama di hukum is just reading my new novel!) and....ga boleh nyentuh laptop pun. selagi today is friday, gw main laptop aja deh it's my free-day. hari ini Shera ga masuk gara2 dia hari ini go to Bali until like...Sunday. di tambah Afif nggak masuk, betapa sepi nya hari ini??? tapi tenang.....banyak kejadian seru juga lho hari ini! ada permainan baru ama si Putra dan Riko..yes, i mean reallllly awesome!, terus di beberapa pelajaran tuh banyak yang kosong gitu jadwalnya! wow!!!!!, teruuus.....hmmmh oiya lidinya enak2 hahaha. hari ini pulang sekolah gw sama Salsa Cynthia Khalisha main ke rumah Karisha, tapi karna gw sama Salsa langsung barengan Karisha, kita nyampe duluan, Cynthia bareng sama Khalisha karena malemnya dia mau nginep di rumah Khalisha, sedangkan Khalisha mau ke saloooooon dulu gitu deh. terus pertama gw sama Salsa Karisha sampe rumah Karisha bareng nyokapnya Karisha, terus kita makan siang dulu, abis itu main2 ga jelas di kamar Karisha, terus kan kita bosen, coba cek keluar gitu sekitar sore pas jam 3an gitu, kita cek ke kolam renang dan ternyata itu bersih banget! (jadi kan Karisha tuh rumahnya kayak di hometown gitu, nah pas di sebelah kiri rumahnya itu ada tempat kolam renang umum gitu, umum=buat se-hometownnya. gw sama Salsa udah bingung entar buat baju gantinya gimana soalnya kan ga bawa baju ganti abis itu underwearnya juga nanti pasti basah banget. untung Karisha mau minjemin boxer sama kaos buluk hahauhua. seru abis deh, kita main donald bebek, lomba berenang dan cari batu di kolam renang, eh tau2 pas jam 5an gitu Khalisha sama Cynthia dateng gitu haha. Khalisha dengan her new-good-looking hair, sedangkan Cynthia ganti baju dan langsung nyebur. seru sih. tapi lama2 gw cape hahahah! pas jam setengah 6, ternyata supir gw udh dateng, ga mungkin banget gw pulang saat itu juga, gw bilang aja "bentar ya pak, baru selesai berenang." gitu. ke atas, kita langsung mandi together hahah, udah gitu keringin daleman gw, Salsa, Cynthia, terus main internet, online msn ganti2an, makan malem, cerita2 ga jelas, terus tiba2 Salsa di jemput gitu. terus apa ya...oiya tiba2 si piggie nelfon gitu pake nomer rumahnya gitu kayanya, abis gw kan belom tau nomer rumahnya, ya udah gw tanya "hmm ini siapa?" ehhhh taunya si piggie!!!! hahaha bentar doang tapi huhu. abis ituuu......Karisha Khalisha foto2....terus gw juga nelfon piggie bentar gitu abis bosen hehe, abis itu nyokap sms sms mulu nyuruh pulang, ya udah deh males di marahin mending gw pulang aja hahaha. okay, btw i miss Shera & Afif, especially Sheraw..

Photoshoot V

2009-02-21T20:22:00.004+08:00

Today I played at Shera's house. we planned to doing A photoshoot. first time together. let's see if it's amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shera:

(1) grey shirt: pull and bear.

grey cropped pants: pull and bear.

(2) grey short dress: M.

Detrya(me):

(1) Rolling Stones Tee: Junk Food, Shera's.

Black Skirt: Real.

(2) Flora Dress: All That Gayy, my big sister's.

Best Day Ever!!!!!

2009-02-20T18:45:00.001+08:00

Okay, i am so happy today.

first, i got a new one.

second, we (my friends and I) played at Suci's house, and it's really fun!

third, the last day of Block Exam 1.

but something bad happened to me: kaki luka luka ampe darah kering gara gara Cynthia.

it's soooo fun, we swam at Suci's house, we made A Video, we chit chat with Suci's Father, we watched DVD, and when we're on the way to Khalisha's house to drop Amy, we sat on top of the car window and screamed "BRAJAMUSTI!!!'' out loud. hahahahah it's so fun!

Suci's father is so kind and fun. he gave us tricks and made us shocked with what he did!

his father is famous, everybody called him "aa Gatot" but we girls called him "babe" or "om". hahaha. i just can't forget this day. best day ever <3

Photoshoot IV

2009-02-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

Got stress 'cos of the exams, got an idea makin' a new simple Photoshoot of myself.

today's theme is Black 'n' White.

White black-stripes Shirt: ÉPRISE, my big sister's.

Black white-dots Skirt: REAL.

White Shoes: Z, my big sister's.

(+) Black Fedora Hat: Blue SeaHorse.

first time.

2009-02-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

Since I have nothing to do, I drew A picture of myself using the computer's Photoshop. this is my first time!!!

(take a closer look by clicking the picture!)

it's a picture of me. this is one of the picture i drew. i know, it's doesn't look like me.

but what the hell, i love it. i'm proud of myself! woohoo !

Photoshoot III

2009-02-02T19:45:00.001+08:00

"Ageless beauty
Cruelty makes it's holes
But on the shoreline
Time will hold it's promise
We will always be a light
You can see it from the surface, see it" -Stars(Ageless Beauty)

One day with my Little Sister,Dama, we opened our wardrobe and pick some of the goodies for photoshoot.

at first, i planned only Dama who's gonna take some photoshoot. but later on, i joined her doing some photoshoot.

here's some of our experiment photoshoot i've made.

Dama:

my grey tee - ZARA

zebra legging - from bandung

red flats - from her friend

black fedora hat - my big sister's

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(her long skirt she made into a mini dress) - Gymboree

orange hoodie - Country Road, Australia

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soft pink minnie tee - DisneyLand Hongkong store

mini checkered skirt - from my mum

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Detrya(me):

pink thin shirt - from my mum

black legging - traditional market

pink sport jacket - Nike Air, my big sister's

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sleeping slippers

2009-01-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

my parents were out, and I'm sick. there's only me,my little sister and my maids. my mum gave me a pair of sleeping slippers for me to wear it. oh it's nice! i wear until now 'cos it's comfortable....

aaaww i love it!!! it looks very simple,right? only little flower prints with maroon background, but it's special to me tee-hee :-) hmm well i think that's it for today.. only showing off my sleeping slippers hihi

with love,

Stranger D

sharing

2009-01-26T03:33:00.000+08:00

listening to: The All American Rejects - The Last Song

Mood: Bored, Tired

this morning, i came to 161 high school for implement the English Competition there. i was so lazy, but what do i have to do? I've been chosen haha. so, after the competition, i arrived home, i didn't change my clothes, only took off my uniform, and what? don't you ever think that I'm nude! I'm using a boxer and a tee, yeah still wearing my socks hahaha!

I'm really bored, always chat with my friends and blablablaaaaa..

so then, i took some photos to show you what do i look like now haha!

i feel, i looks like a little kid here....!! hahahaha idk why i really like these photos! weird......but the novelty of me!

mmmm what do we gonna do now? I'm bored opening Friendster,Facebook,Myspace,Polyvore and chat with friends! it's like everyday i did that, there's no entertainment at all! ooh i hope new things got into me! it'll be YUMMY!

smoochismoochi,

~Demme

Photoshoot II

2009-01-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

Some new simple photoshoot again, guys! I hope you like these..

so what do you think? taken by my big lovely sister,Debra. place at my Grandparent's house and my big brother,Ardhika's Room. on New Year's Eve 2009 night. please, I need your suggestions, comments, and opinions! so please, tell me by comment.

thank you dear peoples!

Lots Of Love,

Detrya

Photoshoot I

2008-12-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

here's my recent photoshoot, and the places are different. as usuall, with my big sister and my little sister :-)

Di kamar, sebelum ke Perkawinan

di Kamar di Bandung

di Restauran di Paris Van Java,Bandung

di Fitting Room Outlet the Secret,Bandung

di Kids Playing Area, the Secret, Bandung

all of it, taken by my big sister, Debra. cool,right? I love it.

Photoshoot

2008-12-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

Doing some photoshoots at home. my big sister,Debra asked my little sister,Dama and I to do some photoshoot. i mean,fashion photoshoot, for sister Debra's blog and mine's too hihi.

What do you think? how do I look? hihi. ok,unusual i use short skirt like that,but my sister ask me to! what can I do? I don't want to wear it either but,it's cute tough.

ME :

Soft Pink - no smoking shirt : from my big sister

mini polkadot skirt : from my Auntie, Australia

Magenta Jacket : my big sister's Jacket but it was from my Mom

Oxford Shoe : my bigsister's shoe. Topshop,Singapore

DAMA :

Maroon tanktop : (it's a short dress,but my bigsister made it look like a tank top) from my Mom

Pattern mini skirt : -

Colorful hand-bag : ZARA (my bigsister's bag)

Jeans Jacket : my bigsister's Jacket

tie dye fashion time

2008-11-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

hello friendsssss! welcome back with me,Detrya. now,I'll show you what I've done last night...hhhh you all have to know,I was tireeeeeeeeed capturing myself HA-HA! so,here's the result! enjoy....

Wayfarer Sunglasses: my big Sister bought it from Singapore

Tie Dye shirt: from my mom :-)

Black Pants: Zara Kids

That's all for first time fashion photos,folks! thank youu....