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I know I can't do ANYTHING about this. I already DO what you've said, and what? nothing. nothing you do after all the things I've done. is it not enough? am I wrong AGAIN? could you just tell me??? it's too late and too long for me to wait, wait, and wait for you. am I too hopeless for your second chance? am I?! don't you miss the past like I did? DON'T YOU????? I'm so tired, so weak, so sad, so cranky about YOU. so please, if you don't feel the way I feel about you, just make me leave you slowly. not like this. just...just say what you need to say to me. don't leave me frustrated. okay. I beg your pardon, I am begging you.